Heart worm (un-edited)

MEREDITH: [narrating] "The fantasy is simple. Pleasure is good, and twice as much pleasure is better. That pain is bad, and no pain is better. But the reality is different. The reality is that pain is there to tell us something, and there's only so much pleasure we can take without getting a stomach ache.  And maybe that's okay. Maybe some fantasies are only supposed to live in our dreams."

What’s sad is we aren’t in this TV series nor in a soap opera nor anything that attempts to imitate reality…what we have is the butt-naked REALITY itself. None plays the part of a mistress,

a Mcdreamy,the “nazi”,even a flirty nurse...OR IS THERE?! I ask you people, "Who will operate on  surgeons when they need it, attend on a sick doctor?" Their co-worker,co-surgeon and co-doctor themselves…no one else but themselves. Why do we get on each other then--heart worm, maybe we're infected.

Do we pick sides or not? Do we take part in the pain, the hurt that would cause another to cry endlessly at night? Sobbing that will then be masked with a smiling face in the morning. Coping and at the same time "hoping" to hide not just behind all smiles & bursts  of laughter but even in cracking  jokes you come up with, as if it’s possible to hide a death inside someone’s heart.

It's all for a good cause though...it dwells on the truth that we suffer BUT it doesn't end there. Until we see the bigger picture, the monument standing behind us, an artwork of mixed emotions accessorized with clashing personalities, we will prevail in surviving all these because due before us is a higher  learning.

As I quote (myself),"...PAIN teaches us to have the most common sense. May it be our sixth or if not the seventh sense NOT to be played by our own life's drama! DRAMA if I may say is having sympathy for a stomach ache that cannot be shared."